Saturday, November 21, 2009 | 12:29 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009 | 4:06 PM

Now that all the high-key events are over, I'm only left with IPPT and Route Marches to conquer. As much as I would like to conquer SOC, I think focusing on the first 2 would be much beneficial for me. I'm sorry, SOC's just not my forte.

Whether or not am I heading to command school, it doesnt quite matter anymore. Cos I know I wouldnt be happy over there either. So whatever happens, I'm gonna take it on my stride. Shit do happens and if it does, I'm gonna just thrust my thumb out and suck it. Hurhur.

I dont feel accomplished, at this point of time. Demoralised I am, I think that I fail at whatever I do. And while dwelling on self-pity, I dont initiate and do something about it.

Yeah, my life was kinda on that note recently.

But on a brighter side, I'll be POP-ing in almost half a month's time! After that would be my block leave (hopefully longer)! And then would be the festive season! Cant wait! :D

Alright, I gotta book-in soon. I hope things will go well for me.

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009 | 12:37 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009 | 3:25 PM

I've become dreadful of my stay in Tekong. Because nothing seemed smooth sailing right after field camp. Nothing at all. With stress piling up every week, it's hard to keep your mind thinking positive. Not when your bunkmates are so demoralizing, not when your health condition suck.

I miss home. I miss those days where I call the shots, I dictate what I want. With only a mere 1 and a half days of freedom, you cant really push yourself ahead of the week.

Let's hope everything changes for the better.

Sunday, October 25, 2009 | 3:01 PM

Now that field camp is finished, I'm a slight bit light-hearted. Usual recruit life goes on.

Having said that, the uncertainty that comes along makes you worry at the same time.

I miss civilian life. I miss home.

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Sunday, October 18, 2009 | 2:10 PM

Field camp week. Of all times, I fell sick just before field camp. I'm torn apart, whether to still take part in field camp despite being weak and might not able to take the training, or to miss this field camp and join the next one with different people, different demands.

How I wish I could just stay home to recuperate and throw away all these worries that I have. Just wanna have Mom and Dad looking after me and be totally comfortable and spoilt for this once. Reality is, that rigid system and strict regimentation is a total hassle.

I hope that this week would be smooth-sailing for me.

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Sunday, October 11, 2009 | 3:59 PM

Packed. Barely had downtime. Cant even get a good night sleep. I'm going to bookin soon :(

Coming weeks will be some high-key events like Range Tests and Field Camp.

Passed my 2.4km. Mad happy. But Chin-ups, SBJ and Shuttle Run is still quite chui for me. I dont want anymore RTs!!!

Wish me all the best in the persuit of honour and glory.